So its almost the end of the year. I'm leaving in 8 days.
Things are not looking good.
This year was so..... weird. Better than last year, but I hope 2009 tops it.
The last week of the month will decide it all, like always.


............What am I doing with my life? I have no idea who's coming with me.

I'm making several Top Five lists of all times. Like Top Five Worst Breakups, Top Five Best Records, Top Five Perfect Jobs, Top Five Things to do on a Sunday Morning and things like that. I'm hoarding a life's worth of feelings and passions. Overall, this has been a terrific week, and I have a feeling its going to get better.
I have a couple of things to upload but I'm procrastinating <3

I just came back from the farmer's market. I bought some fruit and cheese and a pound of green beans. I'm eating them for lunch tomorrow with some yellow curry. I arrived last night from San Diego. I spent 5 days over there, visiting friends and hanging out with my mom. Unintentionally, I ended up getting baked every single night and stumbling around the city with old and new friends alike. I went to rad and obscure 24hr coffee shops I'd never been to before, I played scrabble whilst intoxicated (and won) and sang along 'Holland, 1945' at the top of my lungs with Danny, Taylor and Bernie, on our way to the beach. I also played imaginary air hockey with salt shakers and ate green pizza and tofu sammiches with lovely company.
I went out with this boy. I'm hopeful but at the same time I've been disappointed so many times I'm restraining myself from any high expectations. Whatever has to happen will happen.
Art? Oh yes, I have to finish sketches and paintings. Will do this Sunday!

I'm doing like a 100 projects at once. I have 5 sketches waiting to be painted and i just finished another three. Maybe I'll paint some of them tonight. I've been working so much lately, I barely have time for anything else. But I have to finish at least 5 paintings before the end of the month <3

Family and friends are coming to visit, and indie boys I've been missing. I'm also going down to San diego next month <3 And I'm saving monies to visit everyone at home pretty soon.

Sans toi, les émotions d'aujourd'hui ne seraient que la peau morte des émotions d'autrefois.

I'm doing this for my friend's birthday [link]
I've been having the worst two weeks of my life and this morning was the cherry on top: I got hit by a car. I'm alright, it just threw me to the ground, but its going to bruise. It was an asian lady and she got off the car and started crying so I'm not going to press charges or anything.
I'm also dropping out of school for the semester.
And I'm moving to Toronto, Canada in a year.
Life is not good right now, not good at all.