missing sandiego :3 everyone is traveling...makes me so jealous!

i'd rather have all the people i love in the same city, that way i could see them all at my leisure, instead of buying expensiff plane tickets 30 times a year :< but i guess its fun to get away too, just leave my life for a little while and relax miles away from home <3 hows the new house treating you?

that is so true...and so true lol.
we cant win huh?

the new house is just okay haha! not good or bad, i cant wait to move out and be on my own again really. family can be really hard to deal with up close.

yeah! i know what you mean. now that i live on my own, i can't imagine going back to my mom's house. it wouldn't end pretty haha how's your husband dealing with it? its hard to live with your in-laws sometimes u_u

it is very much more so difficult for him because my parents are not fond of him at all. so i appreciate his nerves of steel as it were. mind arent so solid...so it gets to me, hourly =____= pretty much ive been a constant ball of stress.

he sounds like a keeper <3 what do you do to cope with the stress? im sad to hear that, if its not one thing its another, but stress seems to be knocking on everyones door constantly :/

LOL COPE. i love you. i play on dA i paint i distract myself. there is no coping! just madness! but we're all mad here arent we? so there is comfort in that <333
i agree. too stressful indeed!
how do you cope? any tricks?

now i feel silly for saying "cope" :B i pretty much do the same thing, i paint, i draw, i ponder about life lol oh! we have this patio, right? and where i live is particularly windy all the time, so i always make myself a cup of hot tea (i like orange spice) and i take it outside and sit on the stairs and drink it <3 sometimes, if the mood strikes me or if its too cold, i smoke a cigarette too. i usually don't smoke, but i found out it can help release stress. or if that doesn't work, i hit my roommate nick hahaha i'm kidding, i don't hit him, just when we're playing around but not too hard cause he can lift me up and i don't like that hahaha

haha! i didnt mean to pick on you for your wording :3
i get carried away sometimes...
although you REALLY get carried away! i am trying to imagine how big nick is because i know how tall you are .
ah i do that too. i smoke like...two cigs a year. last time was october because i was in chicago for some fashion show, and at the after party they had a smoking room where they handed out...oh i dunno...free packs of these super super delish light cigs. i wish i could remember the name. it had brown packaging with a color like pink or neon green or blue to denote the mix. i'd buy a pack but i bet they cost so much! also i am a sucker for cloves...cant finish one because it makes me really light but i do like them :3

for anyone else reading this smoking isnt cool. X___X